Black Bullet

can you deal with the hallucination?
can you steal the hallucination?
i can hear and feel all that you're thinking
can you deal with the hallucination?
when i'm drowning in the sea, i am
when you're looking down at me, i am
when i'm walking in the streets, i am a bullet
when i'm looking and i find, i am
when i'm purer than the sky, i am
when i'm fucking with your mind, i am a bullet






I just discovered this band called Kidneythieves. Why I never listened to them before, I don't know. What I do know is that I am so glad that I have found them! This is one of my favorite songs by them and it has so many meanings to it. You can see it as staring at a person with all these different emotions spinning in your head like a whirlwind. Or you can see it as a person finding themselves. You can also so it as being mad but then getting pumped up and ready to take on the world. There are so many different meaning and that is why I love this song. Also, the catchy beat and the breathtaking voice of the leader singer are other amazing reasons to listen to this song. I really feel the blood coursing through my veins when I listen to this song. It makes me feel good about myself, and it makes me feel like a force of nature that shouldn't be messed with.

Song:Black Bullet, by the amazing Kidneythieves.
Photos: I don't own any of these photos. They all belong to their rightful owners.

Make You Sin

Music to Ears (Bullet in cradle)
Chaos to Mind (Fingers on String)
Disease to Body (Lips on Barrel)
---BANG! (Make you Sin)






Music is who I am. It sparks my creative side, and makes me happy. No matter if I am reading a book or chillin' on the computer. Music must be playing at all times. Without music I would be lost. But some people see music as a dark think. That it makes people want to kill themselves. They think of it as a demon in the night. Taking people's lives for no reason. This song shows us that those people are wrong. So many blame music for making people act a certain way but it's the person who makes the choice of who they should be. I mean, yes music helps a person find themselves but can we really just blame it on the music. A person's everyday life can make them depressed and want them to end their lives. So I thank Angelspit for making this song. It shows us that not everything people say is the truth. That music is a good thing, and can make great statements just like the one they are trying to get across to the world.

Song Lyrics: Make You Sin is owned by Angelspit.
Photos: I don't own any of these photos. They all belong to their rightful owners.

Poison Girl

The fire in her eyes
grew dim and then died
as the poison inside
reached her heart

And the coldest bliss
faith ceased to exist
as we grew apart
like never before







Dark but beautiful. Loving but full of sadness. A song full of all kinds of emotions. It makes you feel, it makes you think about life. Loving a person so much it hurts. But in the end you have to let them go. They are no good for you. They have changed as a person. This is the tragic beauty that the song makes me think of. Like they say you can't judge a book by its cover. You have to dig deep down inside a persons soul to see the real them. And sometimes it makes you feel like you have been stabbed in the back with a dagger.

Song Lyrics: Belong to the amazing band HIM
Photos: I don't own any of the photos. They all belong to their rightful owners.

Molly Was a Good Girl

molly was a good girl and she knew the reasons why
so when she went back in the bathroom she would never come
outside she was a good girl and it felt great to be a liar
she was a good girl and it felt great to be a liar
she was a good girl and it felt great to be a liar
oh - liar - oh oh no - liar - oh oh






I really love this song, simple lyrics with a whole lot of meaning. You can always think of another person or character to be Molly and what is going on with her. You can really use your mind and be creative with this song and make it your own.

Song: Molly by: Mindless Self Indulgence
Photos: I don't own any of these photos and they all belong to their rightful owners.

Music: The Runaways and Hole

Hey everyone, I feel really musicial today like always, music is my life and I don't know where I would be without it. I mean everyone story I write comes from music. I listen to a song and characters, places, and the things they are doing just pop into my head,it's like a long music video playing in my head. So you can probably tell today was a good day, my dad came by my college today and brough me some food and dinner. Of course a listened to a lot of music like always, no surprise. I have been listening to The Runaways, one of my favorite bands and can't wait for the movie. I have been listening to the movie version of the songs and watching the clips and I can't wait to get to see the whole thing, that's how good it looks to me. I have also been watching some clips of Courtney Love, new ones and I think she is amazing. I know there are haters but I just like her, she is a great musician and once you get passed all the bad things that she has done you can see a great person, at least to me. Hole is another one of my favorite bands and I am so glad there are back, new people except for Courtney but I really like them and they sound great, she should be very proud of her new songs. I LOVE their new single, Skinny Little Bitch, and can't wait until their album comes out!! ;D Like always I hope you all had a great day, I know I sure did. :D